Catastrophe

When cuts are deep the scars will stay.
I guess my mind's too far away.
A plastic smile is all it takes.
The feeling sticks and just might stay.

So I save the day for another catastrophe!
I guess nothing ever made much sense to me.
A few more drinks and I show you catastrophes.
If you buy these words I'll take you all down with me.

I never learned to learn from mistakes.
Faking a smile is all it takes.
I count to ten and take that pill.
Just another day I have to kill.

I guess I smile because I'm happy to live with nothingness.
I was grinning when I learned the name.

Catastrophe?
I must have seen a million.