Mind Games

My brain playing mind games
Just stop, I wanna escape
Sometimes I think it's too late
Too many problems, I wanna deflate

Same change on a different day
Outta touch with my faith
Can't recognize my face
Still, I face decisions that I know I can't make

It's something in my blood
'Cause every time I bleed it's blue
And I haven't felt so well
But I'm not hiding from the truth

Just dive in straight into the deep end
I don't have a reason to not find my meaning
I know I can't, I just need an aspirin
Truth is that I'm drowning
I cannot heal myself
Broken, hurt, but I'm open

My brain playing mind games
Happy thoughts, they don't feel the same
Hate going down, I try to refrain
I get so lost, it's hard to explain

I tried a million times
I tried to read between the lines
Can't wait 'til it's over
Good luck staying sober

Just dive in straight in to the deep end
I don't have a reason to not find my meaning
I know I can't, I just need an aspirin
Truth is that I'm drowning
I cannot heal myself
Broken, hurt, but I'm open

Broken, hurt, but I'm open