Rough

Thinking back to all the things I should've said
When you were here, when you and I were friends
And now, stuck here, I just have to pretend
If you were here, you'd help me out again
But I forgot you did no wrong
Bottled my feelings for so long
'Cause I've been sleepin' on a couch for the entire year
And I've been waiting on my friends to all disappear
And I'm feeling kinda rough
And I'm feelin kinda rough as fuck (As fuck)
Sitting on my hands, I worry how I seem
To you, do I seem stuck inside a dream?
Inside a broken, hallowed-out machine
I want to be something you'd pay to see
But till then I'll stay at home
I will never pick up the phone
'Cause I've been sleepin' on a couch for the entire year
And I've been waiting on my friends to all disappear
And I'm feeling kinda rough
And I'm feelin kinda rough as fuck (As fuck)
Oh, this mercury retrograde has got me down
And these headaches make the world feel like it's upside down
And I'm feelin kinda rough
Feelin' kinda rough as fuck (As fuck)
'Cause I've been sleepin' on a couch for the entire year
And I've been waiting on my friends to all disappear
And I'm feeling kinda rough
And I'm feelin kinda rough as fuck (As fuck)
Oh, this mercury retrograde has got me down
And these headaches make the world feel like it's upside down
And I'm feelin kinda rough
Feelin' kinda rough as fuck (As fuck)