Chamomile

You picked me up in your car 
And took me to the grocery store
Straight to the organic aisle 
The leafy greens and chamomile
Try to get 10,000 steps and 
Journal before you go to bed
Put away your Goddamn phone
I looked up, you said "Honey, you're not alone"

I would love to reach the point 
Where I take care of me
You can take a hard-earned break 
And spend it at the beach
I would know exactly what to do and I would do it
And you would be so proud of me

What day of the week is it? 
And why can't I get out of bed?
You're checking in once again
Aren't you as tired of me as I am?
Look at you, your shiny eyes
Your satisfaction with your life
Why'd you waste your love on me? 
I guess I just got lucky

I would love to reach the point where 
I take care of me
You can take a hard-earned break 
And spend it at the beach
I would know exactly what to do and I would do it
And you would be so proud of me

I'm still a long way off
Oh, maybe I'm just too far gone
Oh, I don't know where this is coming from
Mmm-mmm

Oh, I would love to reach the point where 
I take care of you
Reach across the aisle and say 
That I can do this too
'Cause I know that's what you deserve 
And someday I will do it
And you will be so proud of me