Waves

Nothing lasts forever
At least nothing worth living for
I thought I escaped this
I thought I survived this
(But now it's suffocating me)

I can't begin to explain it
I know it's over
Repeat the lie that I'll make it out alive

Please give me peace
(Put me out of my misery)
Further
In the abyss I start to slip
Further
(Into my head am I losing it?)
Further
Until I don't what's real or make believe

Under the surface where I can no longer
Feel the air around me, I wonder
Are the thoughts inside my head trying to deceive me

How do I calm myself?
Intrusive thoughts are ruining me
Talk me off the edge

Heavily breathing
I feel my pulse always racing and
I keep feeding the beast as
I'm almost broken completely
(I wanna feel something that isn't panic)
(I know it's there, will I ever have it?)

Waves come falling from the sky
I let them wash me away
I think it might be my time
First it felt like the rain
Then it turned into waves
I let them wash me away
I let them wash me away

Wash me away
Wash me away
Wash me away