Addicted To Misery

I have tried all I can try
To let them in my mind
But I can't seem to trust
Day by day I just survive
Felt like I been pushed aside
How the fuck am I alive?

Pay them just to talk my shit
Shit is all they label it
But I can't seem to trust
They numb my brain
With all the pills
I use cheap thrills so I can feel
How the fuck am I still alive?

Is it a choice or a vicious disease?
Or am I just addicted to misery?
With everything I just want to believe
That I am just addicted to misery

Addicted to misery
Addicted to misery

Every day is a fucking mistake
I am sick of my own shit
Addicted to misery
Every day is exactly the same
I am sick of my own shit
I am sick of my own shit
I am sick of my own shit

Fuck!

All I got is both these hands
To hang my head in
As a broken man
If you have it all
Don't give it to me
I'll burn it all down
I'm addicted to misery

Addicted to misery