Closer

But nothing stays the same
I feel love a different way
Yeah, so I contemplate the change
I got my space but what I'd pay
For you

'Cause I love you or I want to
But I don't know how
Because I need to really feel you but we're running around
Because I love you or I want to
Is it easy now?
You only hit me in the evening 
When I'm all stressed out

I need you closer or I need it over
Either need you closer or I need it over, yeah

There's nothing left to let go
It's the darkest afterglow
Maybe in another life
We can try to get us right
No, no, no

Because I love you or I want to
But I don't know how
Because I need to really feel you but we're running around
Because I love you, or I want to
Is it easy now?
You only hit me in the evening 
When I'm all stressed out

I need you closer or I need it over
Either need you closer or I need it over

'Cause you're the holiday I celebrate too late
You're the eyes that I gave up trying to captivate
You're the song that I love but then overplay
And I'm the B-side throwaway 
I hope you never rain on my charade
The lonely part I let myself create
I got my space but what'd I pay?
I've been fucked so much that
I no longer wait, I sabotage and break my own heart
Just in case

So yeah, I loved you or I tried to 
But I don't know how
Used to need you and feel you
But we ran it all down

'Cause I loved you or tried to
Can it be easy now?
Or will it kill me on the evening 
When I let you down?

I need you closer or I need it over
Either need you closer or I need it over