Collect Sadness

A magnetic feel
I recognize you
Created some space
Pull me towards you
Closer to the field
But I still pretend
Like I don't know you

Keep changing your face
No time to be you
No time to create
I wonder, do you
Do you feel the same?
Searching for mistakes
Letting them destroy you

Comes in waves without warning
That's why I'm lost and you're not here with me
Collect sadness and be free
That's why I'm lost and you're just fantasy

I wish you would stay
If I had to choose
I'll write down your name
'Cause I'll forget you
Do you feel the same?
I don't know what's real
I don't know, are you?

Comes in waves without warning
That's why I'm lost and you're not here with me
Collect sadness and be free
That's why I'm lost and you're just fantasy

(Comes in waves without warning)
(That's why I'm lost and you're not here with me)
(Collect sadness and be free)
(That's why I'm lost and you're just fantasy)

(Comes in waves without warning)
(That's why I'm lost and you're not here with me)
(Collect sadness and be free)
(That's why I'm lost and you're just fantasy)

I'm slowing down
And now the high doesn't phase me
Figure this out
It's telling, I'm the one changing

Wearing our doubts
I'll show you what I've been saving
Am I too loud? Be honest
What am I saying?

It's my bad mouth, be sound
Hear all the complaining
Fear I might drown when you're around
Keeps on draining

The time is now, your move
I'll always be waiting
I'll make you count
I need you more 'cause I'm fading