Euphoria

I am lost in my self-reflections
I feel as if my soul wasn't lost that I'd be a legend
I pissed the passion, pain out of champagne
Doom smile, fuck it, I'm not sane
Screws falling out my brain
With my life I can't maintain
How I use you as some glue to fix my pieces when I break?
Now I'm eating on a xan just to change the mood for the day
You always knew I had potential if I put these drugs away
So much hate inside my heart, I'm like 'fuck it, why I'm awake?
You always told me 'never let go', couldn't look me in my face
Tell me look, could you tell me where the resentment is?
Been cursed since the christening
How you give the heartless a purpose?
You must be heaven-sent, better yet devil-sent
I'm in hell I can't let you in, If you need me just say a prayer
I'm lost inside euphoria, I'm not even holding ya
I can't catch my grip up on this cliff, memories distorted
I been medicated for months, days, on a tasteful binge
How you claim you hate me but play I weigh it to devilish?
Slit my wrists for your scorn, baby you made a devil wish
Slit my wrists for your scorn, baby you made a devil wish
Slit my wrists for your scorn, baby you made a