Charcoal

The world, the world's a place full of norms 
I thought we were made to conform
 
How did it go wrong
I lived the life that anyone would desire
Obsessions drilled into my brain
Torn voices ripping my ears
No longer shedding my tears
Hopelessness left me shattered
 
Sincerity betrays
Crushing up our faith
Those nightmares that've gone
Creep out from the dark
 
Here I am against whom I used to be 
Living the fate I decided my own 
What could have inspired me to bury my soul
To break my heart, and to let it all fall

Wait here, the wind will come and take you away,
cnd break you away
Far, from these lies, to the endless of white,
Where you'll fade away, pains will go away
For the very first time, I've seen the shape of hope

Why this dreadful tragedy
Befalling his poor child
(beautiful child) 
 
I've been struggling all the way through 
For this little life I've given to 
I wish I could suffer this instead 


Dwelling in the spiral loop of conscience 
Trying so hard just to feel so alone 
cll my life I've given you my all 
Nothing left when you rest your eyes 
Slowly falling through the clouds
Softly laying on the grounds
Where may this have gone so wrong?
I wish I could suffer this instead
 
Wait here, the wind will come and take you away,
cnd break you away
Far, from these lies, to the endless of white,
Where you'll fade away, pains will go away
For the very first time, I've seen the shape of hope