If Not Winter

Know I took my fill
Your eyes, they felt too real
If I cried, would you kill for me
Parts I hide that you haven't seen

Understand I'm leaving soon
My hands are turning blue
But my heart only knows to ruin
I'm not someone that chose to wound

Holding your heart
My skin rips apart
Weren't we once art?

It burns me
It burns me too
When I say
I don't love you
Anymore

Angel that I hold
Desires growing cold
But I know you'd be here 'til death
All your yearning chokes my chest
Won't be here anymore
I'll lay beneath the floor
Cut the light that shines in me
So my darkness is all I see

Holding your heart
My skin rips apart
Weren't we once art?

It burns me
It burns me too
When I say
I don't love you
Anymore

You'll cry, and
I'll answer you with silence
I've decided
If I stay
We'd stop in the same place and never find our way