Lucid Lately

Giving is hard
Loving is harder
Fluid made waves in my skull
(The) touch of your skin
As we reached over armour
Obsession isn't beautiful

I just wanna ripple 
like the water
But I don't want to 
Swim alone

Maybe the waves
Clouded my brain
Baby I'm not lucid lately
Made a run for the hills followed the signs to
Tender ground to keep you on safety

I don't wanna sink to the bottom alone
So I made a deal with myself to forget you
I put up a fortress to keep you afloat
And not I wanna shatter the stone
So I'll forget you

I opened the book
Didn't mark the chapter
Let sunlight bleach the letters away
Soak up the dust
Follow the laughter
Laughing as the words erase

Wonder down the passageway
Look inside for beautiful mistakes
I wonder if you ever felt the same
I won't let you in again
I won't let you in again

I don't wanna sink to the bottom alone
So I made a deal with myself to forget you
I put up a fortress to keep you afloat
And not I wanna shatter the stone
So I'll forget you