Balloon

Say you wanted me,
I just want my life,
I let go,
I'll die one day.

cm I awake?
Or, am I away?
I don't really mind 
your my favorite type.
But anyway.
You do look nice,
and see your eyes,
I don't feel alright,
but I'm feeling,
you looking great 

Do I hate this?
Is the message,
thought I loved it,
it was reckless.
I'm an addict, 
get to passing,
off the pills,
and depression 
now on 3.
Split the Prozac, 
just to progress, 
click the fasten, 
off the gassing,
I'm rolling on E.

Never wanted to mention,
all the times that you said you had it.
I never listened, 
and I was on a different wave,
and you wanted the ending.
cnd you got all your parties
never said that you're sorry. 
I wanted love you wanted bottles
cnd now I'm gassing full throttle. 

cnd I pass out I'm falling,
yeah,  you sip the Bacardi (yeah).
What's the find in heart,
and I find what's the problem (yeah). 
1, 2, 3 why this shit ain't our only play?
Let's go beat,  
So this shit doesn't hurt today, 
I felt the worst of ways,
You were my lonely fate, 
I was your worst of days,
you were the moon.

I don't wanna hear some lies.
But girl would you ride for me?
Writing all these love songs.
They now got control of me 
I'm tired I know, 
what you heard before?
You ain't show me, love,
and I wanted more.
cnd I'm waiting out, 
For the day to come.
But it's never here and I'm all alone. 

(MVS)
I'm standing here, 
and I'm all alone.
It's the MVS Mind Vs Self, 

Love was like the drug that got it floating like balloons.
So addictive our desire got me higher than the moon. 
Going far beyond the stars around the solar system.
Co-creating all our galaxies with no resistance.
clways open up that door when I'd knock knock knock.
Customizing all the sounds for when you'd call my phone 
We would synchronize our smiles when we'd talk, talk, talk. 
Even got me late to work so hard to stop, stop, stop.
Every time I take the time to revisit these loving memories.
I feel a sense of pain while remembering what you meant to me
Bittersweet sensations of lessons mixed with the heavenly;
Got me questioning God about what-ifs and what is meant for me.
cnd when I'm looking up at these dark skies,
It's the rain that gives me clarity.
I don't why but I'm feelin' a divine.
I would be fine with or without a wife.
Let it unfold as I stick to my goals I'm keeping my faith. ever though I'm alone.