Fighting What'S Hidden

Fuck you and fuck the gaslighting you've done
And the caring that I had still resulted in none
Downer from the pressure maybe acting like a zombie
Wanna know what I've been doing you've been keeping tabs on me

Maybe pop pills taking fentanyl with it
You haven't even known me long enough to form an opinion
I am the judge jury and the defendant
You're authorizing bad behavior and I'm so codependent

Starting arguments from any minor disagreements
I don't give a fuck about the bitches I could try and be with
Only need one girl yeah they call it loyalty
Boutta drop another tape and collect the royalties

Think of time spent think I'm feeling nostalgia
Now I won't crawl back doing better without ya
How do I feel more like how do I deal
With residual grief it's my mind that you steal

How can you fight what you can't see
There's a storm brewing up high in the sky that's me
How do you kill a thing that never breathes
Now I've run out of options I will die diseased

On the surface I'm okay but inside no I'm not
Release of chemicals faking happiness what I sought
Yeah I'm so tired yeah I'm feeling decrepit
And it'll never get better so you better accept it

Block em out now they're showing their face up at my place
You ain't welcome here bought a couple of heaters just in case
I ain't one to entertain anybody that's showing
And I don't really get the hate when you hate me for going

No she ain't dead but I'm down by a friend
That spot is vacant further notice going 1 to a 10
It's pure betrayal now I'm ducking and I'm setting my sail
I chose the deep blue sea you can't follow my trail

Bye and good riddance this time I ain't fucking kidding
I've written a couple messages now but I started ripping
Em up I can't explain but maybe it felt wrong
I would rather have you listen to me up in this song

How can you fight what you can't see
There's a storm brewing up high in the sky that's me
How do you kill a thing that never breathes
Now I've run out of options I will die diseased