Goodbye & Farewell

Will you be beside me even when our lives get harder
I told you I'd protect you oh you know I'm such a charmer
But I have thoughts and inclinations
To lose myself and all sensation
And there's a time and place I'll go
For now I'm yours that much I owe

Never thought that it'd be easy
So many nights black out completely
I get too drunk so I don't feel
Take care of me don't have to deal

I love you so I need you back
But you said it's too late for that
These 4 AM hungover calls
Did I mean a thing to you at all

You mentioned your apathy
You had for him but not for me
So I assumed we'd still be friends
But sometimes friendships need to end

When you made that last decision
Did you expect to be forgiven
For lying to me face to face
These past three years are such a waste

Will you be beside me even when our lives get harder
I told you I'd protect you oh you know I'm such a charmer
But I have thoughts and inclinations
To lose myself and all sensation
And there's a time and place I'll go
For now I'm yours that much I owe

If home is where my heart is then I'm living my own
We crumble on each other maybe better off alone
If yesterday was the last time you saw me still alive
Will you stay here a final night just up until I die

Will you be beside me even when our lives get harder
I told you I'd protect you oh you know I'm such a charmer
But I have thoughts and inclinations
To lose myself and all sensation
And there's a time and place I'll go
For now I'm yours that much I owe

Goodbye sweet goodbye
Farewell go to hell