So Far In Front Of Me

Oh how the tables come to turn dear
You sought to get away but you find it's worse here
My insides turning my body's shaking
I thought you'd be the one but I must be mistaken

Oh how your fears become the truth dear
You tried to hide away but it's finding you here
Your voice is trailing your plot is failing
I thought you'd be my anchor but this ship is sailing

I'm not an angel let's not sugar coat it
And I know you ain't one to trust don't question my motives
But it's so hard to love you when the love's nonexistent
You're right in front of me but I can't help feeling distant

Why'd you have to entice me
Your lies all serve to remind me
That what we had before is nothing but a souvenir so
What we had in store it don't apply to you and me no

Oh how the tables come to turn dear
You sought to get away but you find it's worse here
My insides turning my body's shaking
I thought you'd be the one but I must be mistaken

Oh how your fears become the truth dear
You tried to hide away but it's finding you here
Your voice is trailing your plot is failing
I thought you'd be my anchor but this ship is sailing

Cherry red lipstick you ruined these bed sheets
A match made in hell but I know that she gets me
I'm on a bender I'm a nervous breakdown
And I can't remember all the pills I take now

Oh how the tables come to turn dear
You sought to get away but you find it's worse here
My insides turning my body's shaking
I thought you'd be the one but I must be mistaken

Oh how your fears become the truth dear
You tried to hide away but it's finding you here
Your voice is trailing your plot is failing
I thought you'd be my anchor but this ship is sailing