See You, Cowgirl

Every other night
I open up my window
And I wish I had the strength to fall right through
But then I think of you
And what you'd think of me
And if you think about me anyway
I tried and tried
I can't provide all that you need
We don't speak so I keep everything in
And after a while
It starts to pile up past my teeth
And I choke on my own entropy
Why would you say so many things you know I would latch onto?
Why would you smile when I sing?
I wish I could disregard you the way you disregard me
But I feel you'll always be my everything
They say you heal with time
But every day seems harder than the last
I tried and tried
I can't provide all that you need
We don't speak so I keep everything in
And after a while
It starts to pile up past my teeth
And I choke on my own entropy
You know I tried
You know I tried
You know I tried
And tried
And tried
And tried
And
Why don't I mean nothing to you?
Why don't I mean nothing to you?
Why don't I mean nothing to you?
Nothing to you
I mean nothing to you
Why do you pervade my thoughts so much, my love?
Wish I could do without you
Still seems to me that every sunny day is yours and mine
And I know it's not the case
But it seems like I'm just leaving you behind
Every time I think of moving on
What do I do without you, dear?
What can I do without you, dear?
How can I do without you, dear?
You're all I need
You're all I need