How It Feels

I've been getting old standing by the river
Watch the water move but I don't move with her

Shivers down my spine
Never forget to remind me I'm alive

'Til I let go of this moment
Something holding me to this place
I've been breaking, always faking
I'm just lying to your face
And I can't tell you how it feels

Can you tell me just one thing?
Can you give me a reason to stay?
'Cause the feelings I'm harboring
Don't seem to see the light of day

Shivers down my spine
Never forget to remind me I'm alive

'Til I let go of this moment
Something holding me to this place
I've been breaking, always faking
I'm just lying to your face
And I can't tell you how it feels

Bring me to my knees
I begged and pleaded
I asked to leave
But you insisted on staying and breaking my heart
Breaking my heart
Breaking my heart
Breaking my heart, yeah

'Til I let go of this moment
Something holding me to this place
I've been breaking, always faking
I'm just lying to your face
And I can't tell you how it feels

'Til I let go of this moment
Something holding me to this place