Why Me

Clouds over sunlight
Rain when the sky is blue
Comfortable cold nights
Safer inside my room

They think that they see me, but they don't
Seven billion people, but I'm alone

Why me?
Fighting with something I can't see
Living feels more like surviving
Heaven's so close, but I can't reach
Why me?

Tired when I wake up
Exhausted until I'm dead
Half empty red cup
It all feels like play pretend

They think that they see me, but they don't
Seven billion people, but I'm alone

Why me?
Fighting with something I can't see
Living feels more like surviving
Heaven's so close, but I can't reach
Why me?

Why me?
God fucked me up when He made me
Living feels more like I'm dying
Heaven's so close, but I can't reach
Why me?

Why me?