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Zoocci Coke Dope
4:36Welcome everyone It’s great to have you back You’re taking steps to find yourself Remember this is a safe place There's no judgement You are accepted right where you're at And wherever that leads to find your own peace and happiness Feel free to express yourself to release your anxiety I want you to be able to walk out with inner strеngth To finally be free Most anxiety problems rеally are situational and there’s not even a lot of genetic influence there’s some genetic influence But really most people just acquire these problems over the course of their lifetime Sometimes even when their very young And uh and then it doesn’t go away Anxiety is one of the things that actually if you don’t do anything about it It usually doesn’t go away on it’s own Lately I been out here acting crazy I don’t like the person I’ve become (No) I hope you know that this is what you made me Promise me that you would never run (Never run) Never leave and tell me that you’re done I’m the opposite of having fun So much on my mind it weigh a ton (Ton ton) Schizo niggas with a loaded gun Energy energy I know you are not who you pretend to be Promise when I’m gone that you’ll remember me I was told to never trust an enemy Watching all your love turn to jealousy If you ever play with me I’ll catch a felony Even if they show you love they’re not family When you say you’re fine you should really be I risked it all and I took the fall and now I just pour my remedy I don’t recall a time I was wrong When they wanna talk I say let me see They’re all just frauds I don’t take their calls I don’t wanna talk to celebrities (I been working on a better me) I been working on a better me (Protecting all my energy) How many times I found myself and lost myself it’s draining me How many times I've sacrificed myself meanwhile you betraying me This is your rise or fall Are you gonna rise or fall This is your rise or fall Are you gonna rise or fall We know things are bad worse than bad They’re crazy it’s like everything everywhere is going crazy It’s that we don’t go out anymore We sit in the house and slowly the world we living in is getting smaller And all we say is just leave us alone Well I’m not gonna leave you alone I want you to get mad First you got to get mad You got to say I’m a human being Goddammit My life has value I don’t think I made it out the war I am not alive no more (Nah) I’m looking up and laying on the floor Certain things you really can’t ignore I don’t like to push and I don’t like to force But lately I been falling off my high horse Making bad decisions cause I’m high of course Running out of love and feeling no remorse I was looking sunny why you rain on me I bet you couldn’t tell me why you changed on me I was always fine when I remained lonely I always saw the signs but I remained low key This time I’m done I mean it this time This time I’m right I feel it this time I spy with my little eye A bunch of niggas that really love to lie I spy with my little eye A bunch of niggas that really love to lie I spy with my little eye A bunch of niggas that really love to lie I spy with my little eye A bunch of niggas that really love to lie Lately I been blacking like my melanin And the weed and lean has had to be my medicine (Go go go go) I know that I’m the greatest I’m not panicking I been doing fine but now I’m mad again ZooLoo way too fly you like a pelican I press a button make them niggas freeze up like a mannequin The way you walk the sky’s like you Anakin And they’re supposed to hate when you’re the dopest and it’s evident I kill them with no evidence I’m in my element You boys are so irrelevant They know my skill is eminent Speak so eloquent my mood is not benevolent You don’t have intelligence your music sound like negligence Bitch don’t ever talk I like Mr Bean bitches Homie pulling up I told him bring bitches We don’t ever call don’t ever ring bitches I don’t like no friendly I like mean bitches And you know the most panicking part of it You can take your anxiety along And do what matters to you with your anxiety That may mean yes sometimes you have to take it along for the ride as we say But if you do that Overtime you will actually see that your anxiety changes too But the most important thing is to give up control Controlling your anxiety and struggling with it Oh actually so your actually letting go in a way I’ve tried so many things and everything nothing I And the,the answer is not to win this tug of war because it’s unwinnable The answer is letting go dropping the rope with your anxiety So that you can live the life you wanna live I’m good thank you