Sellout

(Haven't slept quite the same)
(Since we fell out)
(Traded friends for the fame)
(Like a sellout)
(Gave it all away)
(For some brighter days)
(In the end they all act like)
(I'm dead now) Yeah

Haven't slept quite the same since we fell out
Traded friends for the fame, like a sellout
Gave it all away for some brighter days
In the end they all act like I'm dead now
I deserve it, wasn't in the plan
I can tell for certain, there's no second chance
Vision started blurring, stuck inside a trance
Was any of it worth it, blood is on my hands

Sick of everybody trynna' say what's best for me
My anxiety is gonna be the death of me
(I can't stop)
Losing everyone who's close to me
(Cut me off)
Cause this isn't how I'm supposed to be
I can't handle it, I felt heaven sent
But it wasn't to my benefit
All that I regret
Makes my state of mind irrelevant
The words I never said keep playing over and it's evident
That this could be the end, but that's okay because I welcome it
(I welcome it)
Yeah, yeah
I'm not all convinced
Some days I'd just rather be anonymous
Think I try too hard, I don't wanna miss
Might've lost my prime, not an optimist

(Anywhere I go, I feel incomplete)
(Bad thoughts take a toll, not news to me)
(Feel it in my bones, where they've taken me)
(I'm a whole different soul than I used to be)

Haven't slept quite the same since we fell out
Traded friends for the fame, like a sellout
Gave it all away for some brighter days
In the end they all act like I'm dead now
I deserve it, wasn't in the plan
I can tell for certain, there's no second chance
Vision started blurring, stuck inside a trance
Was any of it worth it, blood is on my hands