Suicide

Don't worry bout me imma be just fine 
Imma heal by my self but it just takes time
Want you to listen to me every word every line
There's better ways to deal with my life than suicide 

See I'm scared of my mind
Scared of myself blind to the signs 
Concern for my health call of distress call it a mess 
Imma be fine growing with time 
Movin along righting my wrongs 
Pick myself up know im enough 
My life is rough god made me tough 
Pride aside smile inside tears in my eyes
Along for the ride refuse to die cuz demons lie 
Look at my mind theres ghosts and a couple bad folks 
You would be baffled 
Come to my room theres a view suicide on the blinds 
And blood on the side lines but i swear imma be fine

Don't worry bout me imma be just fine 
Imma heal by my self but it just takes time
Want you to listen to me every word every line
There's better ways to deal with my life than suicide 

See i think imma be alright up all night 
A little up tight in my life 
I see a lot of mess feel a lot of stress 
Got a lot of weight in my chest that i gotta let go 
Maybe i confess nah you wouldnt wanna know 
Died many times cried even more 
Maybe i wont win this war 
Maybe theres nothin in store in this world anymore 
I might be alone might be maybe on my own 
Cant find a home for myself concered for my health 
Im scared of my mind for real this time 
Call of distress asap 
Demons comin back i gotta a minute if that 
Barely breathin barely feelin if you come in time i think I'll be fine

Don't worry bout me I think ill be just fine 
I think ill heal by my self but it just takes time
Want you to listen to me every word every line
There's better ways to deal with my life than suicide 

I believe I tried everything every pill every drink 
Momma im sorry but im lost and it came with a cost 
And thats my life and i lost that fight 
And for you i tired survive 
Said i was fine but that was a lie 
Happiness comes in phases 
Sorry i wasted all of yo time 
Sorry im a disappointment every moment 
That i spent breathin i should get goin now 
Wish i couldve made you proud 
Wish i couldve seen you smile 
And i be the reason but ive been fieenin to leave this earth 
Ever since birth but what i say now wont be a lie 
Not this time the truth is ive never been fine

Please worry bout me no I won't be fine 
I can't heal by my self in this amount of time
Want you to listen to me every word every line
I guess the only way to end it all now is suicide