So Long, So Cold (Feat. Kyle Medina)

You let me drift from the pack 
What the fuck do I have to give back 
I begged for mercy as he clenched his fist
But he had none inside left to give me

You're a little man in a big world 
Don't talk tough
When you hide away at home 

I was brought up in the gutter of cowards 
Who had to fight for their happiness
Who had to try and make things right
Or what was right at all
Needlessly cutting at my mind
I hold it tight
So I can mend the broken 

This torment of mine 
It stays inside
Until I die
These leaves fall red
Like the memories 
Scolded under my skin 

I remember the day 
I learnt to fade away 
Seems like yesterday 
I wasn't the same
Misunderstood myself 
And what had happened to be 
I feel guilty for something that wasn't my fault 

So I bleed
I put my trust in you
Said I was safe
Words have meant nothing since that day 
You betrayed me
Pain is more
It now eats my heart away 

I feel the tears like the cold sting of the wind
Feels as though it goes through me
Empty 

Meaningless but yet so much pulls on me
I need a release
Somebody set me free will I ever be at peace

Biting the bullet I will not pray 

Every struggle was a lesson learned in the end
Crafted a bitter temper to be laid out of line 
Only to come back and Bite in time 
What do I still have to find inside 

So long so cold 
The past has condemned me 
Nothing will change me 
Only time will tell what's buried

Yo
What the fuck is up
You shit talking pussy motherfucker
Bodysnatcher
Bound in fear 
Murder Music

How the fuck you gonna talk shit
When you're picking up your teeth
Pussy

Where the fuck you 
Gonna run and hide to
You can't run from your past

I won't stop 
Until the life leaves your eyes
Eight bullets in the corpse
And three in the head