The Harrowing

I won't let it get to me 
Plummeting to my own corruption 

Flutters from a feather stripped wing 
Suppressed I feel them failing

I've fallen onto the road of darkness 
Again, and again an endless cycle that has to be endured 
No hand of god, no wings of an angel 

Burdened by sin, pure fucking hate and a reason why 

No tomorrow for the ones that are like you 
Now you will burn in the darkest depths of this hell 

Every day I'm on the fucking brink of it all 
My guidance is clear but I'm still in this nightmare 
Obscure, I'm left to drown in my own fear 
This sickness it spreads throughout me 
No trust, a burden that's scolded into me 

I've given up on hope 
No reassurance can pull me out of this fucking hole 
No time to waste 
I've been to this place 
Only harrowing thoughts of disdain 

Because of you, I'm stuck in my head 
Thinking of all the pain you put me through 

No more (no more) 
No more will I wait silently, this has consumed me 
Your final punishment waits no fucking longer 

Now it's time for you to meet the end of the fucking blade 
Take no fucking prisoners 
I'll watch you bleed out on the fucking stone 

Even if you scream
It will never be enough 

See the agony in my eyes 
As your flesh is burnt down to the rind

It will never be enough 
You sold your soul now you will be one with the ash 

You knew how this would unfold 
Scum like you make me sick to the bone
Sick to the fucking bone.