Dreams

Don't let me fall asleep
Dreams too heavy opened up the gate
Flooded with thoughts I don't wanna keep
So pick up the pace
It's all closing in and I'm all outta space
Cutting deep. Pulling out threads unraveling
Do they want the real me?
Cause all that I want is to feel like something to someone, but
I take a step away to see the walls I've kept inside
And it is the last time
So please just let me wake up
And forget dreams that we gave up
I lay awake just to make up
All the time I lost with you
Yeah I built up all of this and it's my fault
Ignored the distance between us
A love that both of us outgrew
And now it's gone
I don't hold myself to keep
Any of the words that I ever speak
Staying up late to avoid the sleep bury myself
In words that I say to nobody else
Cause they're fucked
I need some help just to block out the thoughts
I hold myself at the greatest of odds
And it's all on me
I'm desperately trying to breathe
So let me wake up and forget dreams that we gave up
I lay awake just to make up
All the time I lost with you
Yeah, I built up all of this and it's my fault
Ignored the distance between us
A love that both of us outgrew
And I'm losing track of time I wasted mine
Forever I will bear the weight of the
Distance growing in front of us I can't
Undo certain words and for what it's worth
For what it's worth we'll never have this again
So please just let me wake up and forget dreams that we gave up
I lay awake just to make up all the time I lost with you
Wake up and forget dreams that we gave up
I lay awake just to make up all the time I lost with you
Yeah I built up all of this and it's my fault
Ignored the distance between us
A love that both of us outgrew
Wake me up
Overwhelmed and I've had enough
All the words that you said are too much
And it's bad for the both of us
Do you even see me in your head?
Was I forgotten the day that you left?
Just the means to another end?
And I swear I'm an inch from the edge
Yeah this is it
Never again