Let Me Let Go

If today was my funeral
Tell me, what would you say?
Would you think less of me for
Ending all of my pain?
'Cause I'm so sick of trying to explain

Would you think of me fondly
Like a soldier at war?
Or the coward that could not
Let you down anymore?
'Cause lately this life don't feel worth fighting for

If you could feel what I feel, meet my monsters inside
You'd never tell me I'm selfish for wanting to die
You would let me let go
You would let me let go

You wouldn't judge me for standing out here on the ledge
Knowing that nothing below could be worse than what's in my head
Yeah, you would let me let go
But you'll never know

There's a house that's on fire
Deep inside of my mind
I've been stuck in the wreckage
I was taught I should hide
There's an open window, smoke is getting high

It's gonna tear me to pieces
Being forced to decide
Do I jump like a failure?
Let it burn me alive?
Should I feel guilty for running out of time?

If you could feel what I feel, meet my monsters inside
You'd never tell me I'm selfish for wanting to die
You would let me let go
You would let me let go

You wouldn't judge me for standing out here on the ledge
Knowing that nothing below could be worse than what's in my head
Yeah, you would let me let go

But you'll never know my pain
Or see through this smile I still fake
'Til it's all too late
All I have to say

If you could feel what I feel, meet my monsters inside
You'd never tell me I'm selfish for wanting to die
You would let me let go
You would let me let go

You wouldn't judge me for standing out here on the ledge
Knowing that nothing below could be worse than what's in my head
Yeah, you would let me let go
But you'll never know