Ghost In The Flesh

Mmm
Yeah
Yeah, I've always loved another way more than myself
Always loved another way more than myself
Aye
Yeah, I've always loved another way more than myself
Only here for others, no reason why else
I got a couple stories that I'd rather not tell
But I'll become an open book when I fall off my shelf
They say if you talk about it, it might help
But help who? They'll just pity me or walk on eggshells
I try to tell my mama, she don't take it quite well
Make it all about herself, give a fuck about my health
I'm all alone, and I like it, but I don't
If I get invited somewhere, gotta force myself to go
Thinking it'd be good to step out of my comfort zone
But still end up on my own, wishing that I stayed home
But if it's with my buddies, guess I'm comfortable or something
Cause I promise if you ask them, they gon' tell you that I'm funny
But guess they know somebody different from who I must be
Trust me, the kid I know alone, don't joke cause he's
Broke and depressed, baby, open my chest
See the hole in my soul, filled with dope from the sesh
Close as it gets to me coping, I guess
Lotta notes in my phone
Love are most, one's a
Death
Phone full of sex, naked photos in the text
That's as close as it gets til' my lows intercept
I don't know, I'm a mess
I'm broken at best
Call my phone, watch it glow, I'm a ghost in the flesh
So don't fall for me, cut it off with me
Baby, stay far from me
I'll lead you on like I don't got no broken parts
Or pieces of me I'm hiding in the dark with me
I can't let nobody give their heart to me
So when you text me"I can't wait to meet ya!""When can I see ya?"
I'll block you and delete ya
My insecurity and my anxiety's the reason
But I know it look weak, so I just won't explain it, see ya
I'll just stick to loving nature
I feel like I can breathe when I look across an acre
And the detail in the trees got me feeling something greater
But I can't help but notice that my green has gotten grayer
I'm a lonely tree hugger, but with one I'm best friends
Cause I just got the both of us a matching necklace
They're the only reason why I take my next breath
And the only friend I ever really plan to hang with
Broke and depressed, baby, open my chest
See the hole in my soul, filled with dope from the sesh
Close as it gets to me coping, I guess
Lotta notes in my phone
Love are most, one's a
Death
Phone full of sex, naked photos in the text
That's as close as it gets til' my lows intercept
I don't know, I'm a mess
I'm broken at best
Call my phone, watch it glow, I'm a ghost in the flesh