Benzos & Backroads

(Intro)
Yeah
Turn that bottle up, fam
Ain't no light at the end of this dirt road
Just old ghosts and pill dust

(Verse 1)
Benzos in the console, blunt in the ash
Mama's voice in my head sayin', "You won't last"
I been starin' at the rearview, talkin' to the past
Where my brother got smoked and they ain't even ask

Sunset bleedin' through the pine tree cracks
Truck smellin' like regret, gunpowder, and wax
Got a .45 thumpin' like my heart in the seat
I ain't scared to die, just scared to repeat

Every mile got a memory buried in mud
Every bar I sip tastes like blood
White pills on my tongue like communion, bitch
Only thing holy is this dopeboy itch

(Hook)
BENZOS & BACKROADS, drive till I'm gone
Prayin' to a God that left me alone
BENZOS & BACKROADS, broke to the core
If I don't crash, I'll kill myself before

BENZOS & BACKROADS, numb to the sun
Can't feel shit since the pain begun
BENZOS & BACKROADS, that's how I cope
Dyin' a lil' slower with every damn dose

(Verse 2)
I done OD'd twice and woke up pissed
‘Cause hell look the same as this trailer park ditch
Been holdin' it in since I buried my twin
Now I sleep with a Glock and a bottle of sin

I don't text nobody back, I just drift through the static
With a mind full of scars and a grip that's erratic
My girl say she love me, I told her don't lie
You ain't seen the shit I did just to get by

Court dates, handcuffs, dog barkin' loud
Got a knife in my boot and my head in a cloud
Pain got a price and I paid it in full
Now I'm runnin' from myself down roads full of pull

(Hook)
BENZOS & BACKROADS, drive till I'm gone
Prayin' to a God that left me alone
BENZOS & BACKROADS, broke to the core
If I don't crash, I'll kill myself before

BENZOS & BACKROADS, numb to the sun
Can't feel shit since the pain begun
BENZOS & BACKROADS, that's how I cope
Dyin' a lil' slower with every damn dose

(Outro)
Let the motor hum like a funeral hymn
Let the pills take hold ‘til the silence win
If I don't come back, just tell 'em I tried
Buried in the backwoods where my demons ride