Wish We Could

Found your place now I can't find you
Look my way i'm right behind you
We will always be i wish we could
I wish we could

You said you'd never write a song about me
So here's some lyrics that I wrote about you
Last night I had a dream that
You had everything you ever wanted
And now I'm scared that it might come true
You ever wonder what's like
Inside your friends' minds?
Knowing we don't have the same drive
You ever wonder why we
Quit asking to Facetime? I need to face it
Your pace is already changing
We won't ever live the same lives
You can't admit you've been too
Busy to stay in mine
I'm frustrated, you quit keeping me updated
You used to tell me that
Everybody would be alright
But I no longer believe it
I've been infuriated
And you're the reason I've been
Hanging with other guys
But I really just compare them to you
I know you think that it's pathetic
How I've been competitive
But from my perspective everybody
Wants attention from you
You got to open for my
Favorite band last week
And all I wanted was a picture to be happy
You know I had no way to get to the show
But your ego's making you feel like
I'm not good enough to go with you
I used to feel we had a similar rhythm
Really wish that I could get this
Anger out of my system
But I've been holding back on
All of my feelings
With you invalidating mine like you're
The only human with them
I saw the things you
Couldn't see in yourself
But now I'm looking up at somebody else
Swear that you were dope and so creative
Somewhere that faded
And left a silhouette a man hating
What gets close to him
I knew Dead Silent before the name stuck
But I probably never will once the pay does
I fell in love with your record
But all you did was complain
Steady criticized the people that helped
You get to this place, but you

Found your place now I can't find you
Look my way i'm right behind you
We will always be i wish we could
I wish we could

Afraid to speak my mind when I'm around you
Void of all emotion
Impossible to ever tell what
Your mind's thinking
My ears are ringing when your mouth moves
Used to love the sound of your voice
Now I'm wishing that it was soundproof
And this is you being
Content where you're at
So why am I so terrified of how you'll react
I'm proud of you and always will be
You made it clear that you'll
Be doing this without me

Found your place now I can't find you
Look my way i'm right behind you
We will always be i wish we could
I wish we could

Yeah, I've been avoiding the topic
Just to never give you the pleasure
Of having a song about you
Maybe it's what left of my ego
Or maybe you've been holding too tightly to
Lines but never read in between those
I'm hard to read, but not intentionally
I treat my free time as a delicacy
You act like I've been doing
This music thing all professionally
Really I don't know where it's going
And I've been blowing off the people
That wanna say they support me
Then go and wonder why stopped hitting me up
I ain't trying to ignore you
I wish I could restore this
Circle that we had
But at this point it'd be forced
It's too late to recover exactly
I don't know how to spell it
Our lives just grow in separate directions
I'm loving your independence
I'm glad we both are growing
Away from the pessimism that brought
Us both to our lowest