Dead, Crashed

I'll enjoy the pain
And you suffocate
Honest as the day
It went away
It went away
I'll reach for the pain
Got her everything
Lonely as the time
I lost my mind
And couldn't stay
When the focus' lost
Every hope was gone
Lonely as the sky
They weren't always lost
When I'm posted away
And called that moment strong
When I heard your fate
And you felt her gone