Help Me Through The Hard Days
Honestav
3:16I'm still up from last night and it's already noon It wasn't anybody's birthday, but we had some balloons I don't remember getting pizza, but I bet that I paid It seems like everybody's start is just the end of my day, great And that's alright, I mean, I guess it's not really, but we had a good night Yeah, the hardest part of me's pretending I don't love it So just tell me I'll be fine, and I'll try thinking nothing of it, yeah I'm fucked up, but aren't we all? Yeah, until I'm too fucked up to answer your calls Until I'm all alone and I start having withdrawals And no one can ever reach me 'cause I put up a wall Yeah, I'm fucked up, but I'll be fine, yeah Until I'm too fucked up, and I need a line Another hour passes and I lose track of time I help with everybody's problems, I just never help mine (on God) Yeah, I'm fucked up, I'm like my pops I'ma run from everything and that's Including the cops (I got warrants right now) I'ma smoke the whole ounce and I ain't never gon' stop Tippin' the bottle and I go straight to the rock I got this gun on my head, but I emptied the clip I like the rush in my body whenever I hear it click (click, pow) You was always somebody whenever I needed friends I told you I wouldn't and then I stayed up again I fucking hate myself 'Cause I'm fucked up, but aren't we all? Yeah, until I'm too fucked up to answer your calls Until I'm all alone and I start having withdrawals And no one can ever reach me 'cause I put up a wall Yeah, I'm fucked up, but I'll be fine Yeah, until I'm too fucked up and I need a line Another hour passes and I lose track of time I help with everybody's problems, I just never help mine