Lowlife

Here goes another day, another 24 that I'll be throwing away
I've been like this forever, I don't know what to say
I have a hard time trying to be who they want
Maybe I'm just better off alone anyways
No relationship I ever had has lasted long

And you wonder why I write so many sad songs
All the nights you couldn't get a hold of me
'Cause I was out getting drunk, puking on somebody's back lawn
My old friends have new kids and I ain't met them yet
I'm stuck trying to find a rental without credit checks
I'll make a promise with no plan of going through it
It sucks 'cause I think they've gotten used to it

They tell me I'm a low life, it's okay
I've been hearing that my whole life, I won't change
Maybe I should grow up, fuck that
I started getting used to never being loved back
They tell me I'm a low life, it's okay
I've been hearing that my whole life, I won't change
Maybe I should grow up, fuck that
I started getting used to never being loved back

They tell me I'm a fuck-up, a drug addict with bad habits and bad luck
Below average, just problematic with bad blood
They try to kill my dreams because they never have one
Try to tell my story, but they just want a sad one
Well, it's 3 a.m. and I'm still wide awake
Staring at my ceiling, wishing I could fly away
So many tears falling onto my guitar
Writing songs you never hear, trying to cover up these scars

Relationships never last more than two years
There's no love in L.A., why did I move here?
This life is lonely, I don't know why I keep choosing it
It's fucked be'cause I think I've gotten used to it

They tell me I'm a low life, it's okay
I've been hearing that my whole life I won't change
Maybe I should grow up, fuck that
I started getting used to never being loved back
They tell me I'm a low life, it's okay
I've been hearing that my whole life I won't change
Maybe I should grow up, fuck that
I started getting used to never being loved back