Celestial Will

I keep holding on to suffering
And to the relics of the past
I've let them wither in ruins
On this regretful path

As long as my wounds bleed
As long as my heart griefs
As long as I live this tragedy
Time won't heal anything

Oh celestial death
Reaping from the grey sky
As you take my last breath
hear out these desperate cries

Take the weight of my burden
And chain these to my limbs
So I can drown in penitent grief
and find solace at the bottom of the sea

The length of time
The weight of suffering
The trophies of failure
The grief etched into my skin
The suffering of tomorrow
The haunting of the past
Will death still bring me relief
Even when it's by my own hand?