Why Am I Not Better
Ethan Jewell
3:24I love you on the good days I love you when it's easy I love you in all sorts of ways It's quite a nice feeling When you're happy, and smiling And your nose is scrunched up When you can't stop laughing with a half full cup I love you when it's sunny and the breeze is just right And a little bit more when our pillow is cold all night And I'll do what I can to make a good day even better And I'll stay with you all night when there's worse weather I love you And I love you on the bad days when it's all so hard And your head is all hazy and you can't walk that far I'll hold you gently even if you try to push me away You're safe here with me, you can grow beside me, I promise it's okay You don't have to be perfect to be loved You don't have to prove that you're enough You're enough as you are and I love you all the time Even when you force through gritted teeth that yes, I'm fine I can be a helping hand or darling I can just listen I'm not scared away at all, loving you is my mission And I will be the best at it, the best that I can be Your beauty inside is endless even when you can't see I love you And I love you on the bad days, I love you when it's tough I love you when you don't feel capable of that love I'll be right here until the sun comes back And I'll warm you and hold you And I'll cut you some slack And then I'll love you on the good days I'll love you when it's calm I'll place your love in my heart And your hand in my palm We'll love through the good and bad, year after year You don't have to be perfect, we can grow right here We don't have to be perfect We can grow right here