Time Lapse

I stay awake
I am scared of sleeping
I grab my pills try to kill that demon
No time for sleep
There’s no time for sleep
My wits stunned I become so dizzy
but all my shit keeps me so damn busy
No room to breathe
There’s no room to breathe

What’s the time
I know it’s ticking away
Am I right
I don’t know what to say
Tell me why
My words begin to decay

And I waste my time
by fighting against my fright
while I’m trying to redesign
the time lapse of my life
And I’m running to catch more time
I’m driving out of my mind
while I’m trying to stem the tide
Slowly head and heart collide
in the time lapse of my life

Every day is like a creeping sickness
but I’d never dare to show my weakness
I’m sick for the adrenaline
All around me I see daily business
and I am forced to be my silent witness
And I can’t see what I’m meant to be