Reaching

Someone pick me up
I've got enough of this fucking rut
I'm losing touch and I'm needing more
Of what I'm reaching for

I journeyed up through thirty
Looking for a light at the end
Wrote an album, thought I found it
And now I can't get out of bed
Is it burnout? Did I learn how
Nothing ever works out?
The hamster wheel's still turning
Was my turning point a burden?

I've got no more time
For soaking up the sideline
No more life to trickle out and cripple
From a constant fear of failure
And my nauseous growing anger, hey won't

Someone pick me up
I've got enough of this fucking rut
I'm losing touch and I'm needing more
Of what I'm reaching for
I can feel the rust that's building up
Can I find the trust I had
And just start feeling more
Of what I'm reaching for

Another day, another grey
Another L I gotta take
No excuse, I refuse to lose
No slack? I'll press on it
Low gas? I'll step on it
Or push from the back
Now's the last time I feel despondent
I'll climb this mountain til I vomit

No more time
For soaking up the sideline
No more life to trickle out and cripple
From a constant fear of failure
And my nauseous growing anger, hey won't

Someone pick me up
I've got enough of this fucking rut
I'm losing touch and I'm needing more
Of what I'm reaching for
I can feel the rust that's building up
Can I find the trust I had
And just start feeling more
Of what I'm reaching, reaching
Of what I'm reaching for

"Everybody's great when they're not tired"
"when you see I'm tired, I'ma keep going."
"Champions, when they're tired"
"That's when the real champions comes out."
"That's when that real dog come out."
"So if you gonna piss like a puppy, stay on the porch"
"And let the big dogs eat" -Jamaal Williams

This road, this reality
I'm gonna face it
I don't care who has the key
I'm gonna take it, ugh

This road, this reality
I'm gonna face it
I don't care who has the key
I'm gonna take it

"I get emotional about this, I'm 'bout to cry" -Jamaal Williams