Blue

When I look off in the distance all I see is blue
I was eighteen with that vision now I'm twenty two
It's some things that brought me down but I won't never lose
I'll forever hold it down for my lil brothers too
Take a second breathe in life cus' it's so beautiful
Tryna use me cus' I'm nice don't get it misconstrued
What goes around comes back around so I move how I move
Much of what I do be out of love ain't never none to prove
Mmm
And I bet you you gon' miss it
Anyone that did me bad looked back and wish they didn't
And yes I do my wrongs as well then own up and admit it
A soul ain't perfect in this world so I live by forgiveness
Ask God to forgive me
Know he's in me and without him I'm so empty
I been trying I'm still trying know he hear me
Since you pulled me out that pit when I was sixteen
Seventeen I realized people abrasive
See they heart be filled with spite so I do them a favor
Quick to walk up out they life
Then ask God please come save em
Just cus' I walk out they life no that don't mean I hate em
When I look off in the distance all I see is blue
My heartbeat out my body I been missing you
I been looking for some guidance tell me what I'm posed to do
I tat your naming in writing just so I feel close to you
And I'd be lying if I said I wasn't depressed
Can't process these emotions so I ghosted as a reflex
But one thing I know is can't hold on to no regrets
Got a couple people been looking for me
Been wandering like where she at
Where she at
Never show where I be at
On the low to just reset
Hold me close yeah I need that
Need it
Need it
Hold me close
Hold me close
When I look off in the distance all I see is blue
I was eighteen with that vision now I'm twenty two
It's some things that brought me down but I won't never lose
I'll forever hold it down for my lil brothers too
When I look off in the distance all I see is blue
My heartbeat out my body I been missing you
I been looking for some guidance tell me what I'm posed to do
I tat your naming in writing just so I feel close to you
So I feel close to you