Lately

A lot been on my mind
When nobody's around I get on my knees
Am I running out of time yeah yeah
Been thinking to myself I just been down lately

Had to let these niggas slide I let these niggas go
Seen these bitches switch that's why I stay alone
And my heart just keep on closing up
I'm so far I just ain't close enough
To my dreams I need to open up

But they won't understand it
They never understand me
No no no no
They ask me why I'm like this
Ask me why I'm like this
I say do you keep it real is you really down too
If you ain't chasing mills I can't be around you
Give a fuck bout' how they feel I done lost my feelings
Put em' on these pages I know it's gone listen

I say a lot been on my mind
When nobody's around I get on my knees
Am i running out of time yeah yeah
Been thinking to myself I just been down lately

Had to let these niggas slide I let these niggas go
Nobody by my side I swear it's been so long
And my heart just keep on closing up
I'm so far I just ain't close enough
To my dreams I need to open up

But they won't understand the thoughts that's going through my mind
Every time I take a loss I shake back and get right
Yea my heart it aches but I can't stay there losing time
Doing this for my family I just pray they be alright
I don't want to cry no more
I survived the storms but I still feel the coldness
I been let down so hard
Can't let you see my scars you might turn around and fold yeah
So I know that
I got to stay focused
I can't sit and sleep on my dreams yeah that's hopeless
Hoping
Someday my daddy gone come and hold me
Oh well
Ima smoke this reefa on my lonely til' I go there

A lot been on my mind
When nobody's around I get on my knees
Am i running out of time yeah yeah
Been thinking to myself I just been down lately