Fallen

(smerxh, are you dying?)
(They love it, J)
Wish I could wake up feeling light
But I wake up and my mind gets dark
It's an anchor to keep me deep inside
It's tryna pull me down, tearing me apart
But will I ever handle this weight?
Is it even worth tryna break?
I think I fell in love with the state of mind
I think I've fallen
Too deep inside
Won't even try
Not tryna hide, got paralyzed
I think I've fallen
Too deep inside
Won't even try
Not tryna hide, got paralyzed

I think I've fallen right past hell
I hear her calling, but I can't help
Acting like i'm new to this
Like one more step, I'm on the edge
But will I go through with this
Don't wanna contemplate no more
But girl i'm so used to this
I'm used to it, money I'm abusing it
I've fallen, but right now i think i'm losing it

I think I've fallen
Too deep inside
Won't even try
Not tryna hide, got paralyzed
I think I've fallen
Too deep inside
Won't even try
Not tryna hide, got paralyzed