Suffocating

(They love it, J)
(NOYY)
You know we wouldn't be saved
Self medicating, drugs on a painting
We chose the lifestyle and we ain't going back
Selfish and tainting, the pain keeps remaining
At least we're happy going down to the grave
They say it's the fate, and you lost the game
And even if you wanna heal they'll claim it's too late
Surrounded by hate, one thing that's left suffocate
So this is how I ended up standing in front of the gates

Nowhere left to go, with backpack full of fears I am hitting the road
Scared but moving on, if I'm never coming back I'll leave you a note

I had a dream last night, that we made it out fine
And the world didn't turn us cold
But then I woke up right when you looked me in the eyes
And your flesh melted off your bones
Girl I think that this the end of the world and we just livin' in it
They see us choking on the smoke until we really finished
There's really nothing we can do we all are dead already
I'm sick of dying in a world where I was never livin'
So baby give me a sign
Is this really my life with the fire burning at our feet
You know it eats me alive, the way I feel all the eyes
Rippin' through my skin till I can't breathe

Nowhere left to go, with backpack full of fears I am hitting the road
Scared but moving on, if I'm never coming back I'll leave you a note

You know we wouldn't be saved
Self medicating, drugs on a painting
We chose the lifestyle and we ain't going back
Selfish and tainting, the pain keeps remaining
At least we're happy going down to the grave