Want U Around (Feat. Horid The Messiah)

How could I be proud of my actions
Moments I spend in silence, reminiscing bout the sonics of your voice
Send my mind into a bliss, I mix the whiskey with the tonic to avoid the risky topic of a choice I made
When I didn't employ your proper mindset, I'm annoyed
I thought I couldn't fill the void of what you needed
The attention and affirmation, no deceiving
Handwritten letters, give you my sweater when I'm leaving after pulling through
I'm pulling you closer by your waist
With laughter, we couldn't move or breathe and
It's a euphoric state of mind
I wanted you around, at times you wasn't even mine
We started off as friends, grew closer when we would see the signs
Of what we need to find in each other, lovers who redesign the patterns of affection from family
We had to leave behind and question the impressions we took as lessons
Left deep inside our personas, nobody had warned us about how heat is fired up with the attraction and passion, we had
What we combined
I try to resist this, but I'm tired of pretending like we ain't what's on my wish list
Desired to have you when I would stare you from a distance
Admire you heavy, everything was done with intention
I am attentive to the way your scent is
Hence it's easier for me to make incentive
To get you a rose, beautiful colors cut the branches
And if not, we conversate till it's late on the benches
I still want you around
You can still come around, the energy never change, nah
I'll keep holding you down
I can make you proud, I promise I'm not the same now
I still want you around
You can still come around, the energy never change, nah
I'll keep holding you down
I promise I'm not the same
Hush when you talking to me
Tone kinda harsher than DMX when he hop on a beat
Come back close but whisper it in
Tension bringing the heat, till you be grabbing the sheets
I could drive you crazy with no belt, baby grab on your seat
Passenger princess, she giving me drive, foot on the pedal
Cruising control, how she getting me by
Spreading no rumors I find the truth and just spreading your thighs
Undressing facts cause I can't deal with all these naked lies
Wrestle in the room, it's no bars holding
Do a little flirt and rip my shirt, I feel like Hulk Hogan
Hands caress neck with no regret, but I don't want you choking
You're about to have my, never mind it girl, I'm really joking
Neighbors steady think I got a choir in my room
It's your moaning turned to harmonies, reminding me I'm doomed
Emotional attachment, master art of detachment
Cause you and I is something that could never really happen
I still want you around
You can still come around, the energy never change, nah
I'll keep holding you down
I can make you proud, I promise I'm not the same now
I still want you around
You can still come around, the energy never change, nah
I'll keep holding you down
I promise I'm not the same
I still want you around
You can still come around, the energy never change, nah
I can make you proud, I promise I'm not the same, now
I still want you around
You can still come around, the energy never change, nah
I'll keep holding you down
I promise I'm not the same