Dog At The Door

I learned to grieve you, like you aren't just on the other side of town
Forget what you sound like, cause you're never first to ring the phone line
You stopped trying a long time ago and still make it my fault
To hell with the idea that I'm just a kid and you're the adult

I know you can do it, you just don't wanna do it for me
I'd cross the oceans for someone who can't even cross the street
I wait like a dog at the door, doesn't know what he's waiting for
I wait to be let down
You let me down, but I'm used to it now

I wish I was angry, wish I was sad, cause indifference is worse
Got numb to the pain that the knife in my back doesn't even hurt
He said he loved me, I ran away cause I know it's a lie
Cause you said you loved me, then your actions proved otherwise

I know you can do it, you just don't wanna do it for me
I'd cross the oceans for someone who can't even cross the street
I wait like a dog at the door, doesn't know what he's waiting for
I wait to be let down
You let me down, but I'm used to it now

I wait like a dog at the door, I don't know what I'm waiting for