Drowning

Everything looks normal
Like nothing happened
Live the day like
You never hurt me
I said
"Let it be"
"You're not for me"
I want you to stay
But i want you happy
But it's all different
When i am alone
I feel i can't hold on anymore
I locked all my door
Tears fell to the floor
God please help me
I want to be free
You tell your friends
That i look fine
Cause' i laugh harder than you
But there's something you don't know
I'm drowning in tears
When i try
To cover it up
My friend said
That what i did
Totally wrong
I said
I'd rather be wrong than she looks like
Like sinner
Like a liar
How stupid am i
I deserve to (die)
You tell your friends
That i look fine
Cause' i laugh harder than you
But there's something you don't know
I'm drowning in tears
When i try
To cover it up
You tell your friends
That i look fine
Cause' i laugh harder than you
But there's something you don't know
I'm drowning in tears
When i try
To cover it up