Being Myself

I'm scared to death
That you'll find out
That I'm not who I say
No matter what I do
I don't deserve to be with you
But now you've seen
The worst of me
And yet you want to stay
No matter what I do
I don't deserve to be with you

Try so hard
So I can make you happy
Still I feel that I'm
Not worth your time
It's no use
I feel like I'm pathetic
Crying like a child
You hold me tight

Tables turn
And now you're up there weeping
I try my best to do for you
What you did for me
Soon I learn
It's for the same reason
Whoever thought that you could be
Any more like me

I'm just that little kid
He never disappeared
And I'm still afraid to step out of line
And you
I don't know how you love me
And do it so easily
But then maybe I can do it as well
Scared
I'm scared
You'll leave me cause I care too much
And nobody is ever gonna love me
Do you see how selfish I am?
To expect you to love this man
When I have hated him all this time
If I love the real you
And you love the real me
Then why am I scared to be myself
Look
At me
My walls are down
When you're around
The spider's gone
But I'm still singing
I see you