Being Myself
Kingsley Scanlon
5:03Meet by the tree tonight Mom's kicked me out again And I wanna play pretend Held back in school again 'cause I can't be fucked ever listening So let's drink to feel like men Under the tree They saw the scars today And I'm sent from place to place But they couldn't bug me here Under our tree You want a cigarette? Let's watch some shit on the internet I'll make you just like me Isn't that what you wanna be? I know your life seems full But deep down you've got to be miserable I'll make you just like me Isn't that what you wanna be? Edits and cosplays are pickup things Make you feel so interesting You've got to act like you're sick of things One of us, how comforting Mental disorders are cool to me A self-fulfilling prophecy Child-like, unique personality Must be something wrong with me Show me your arm That's weird Your cuts, they just seem to disappear You drew them on with pen Go home and try again Why are you even here? Your life has always been insincere Well I'll ruin you tonight That's what you wanted right? I'll show you all there is I'll make you feel insignificant There's no way back from here When you cry your final tear I know your life seems full But deep down you've got to be miserable I'll make you just like me Isn't that what you wanna be? Monsters and razors are pickup things Make you feel so interesting You've got to act like you're sick of things One of us, how comforting Mental disorders are cool to me A self-fulfilling prophecy Child-like, unique personality Must be something wrong with me Meet by the tree tonight Mom's kicked me out again But I'm never going home I'm better on my own You want a cigarette? Let's watch some shit on the internet I'll make you wanna cry But no tears come out your eyes You wanna drift away? We'll die and go to our happy place I'll make it hard to breathe And we'll hang under the tree I'll wake up under you Your neck is bent and your lips are blue What have I done to you? Purging and piercings are pickup things They all think we're interesting You've got to act like you're sick of things One of us, how comforting Mental disorders are cool to me A self-fulfilling prophecy Child-like, unique personality Must be something wrong with me