The Darkness Is My Only Friend

I've been fightin' off another breakdown
I've been thinkin' that I need a way out
It's hard to live when the days go by
And the dark is your only friend, I'm sayin' like

I just wanna take a break from myself
Everything hurts, sick of livin' in this hell
I wanna face it, I wish I could find help
But I'm on my own, those the cards that I was dealt

I'll never be satisfied
I'm wastin' my life and I'm losin' my patience
As I watch another day go by
I'm thinkin' to myself like, "How long can I take this?"

I hate the world, I'm sick of everything
I don't wanna medicate, I don't wanna drown my problems
I wanna find a way to better things
Devil always celebrate when I'm goin' down to the bottom

I've been thinkin' 'bout the end again
Feelin' like the dark is my only friend
I've been thinkin' 'bout the end again
Can somebody save me?

I've been fightin' off another breakdown
I've been thinkin' that I need a way out
It's hard to live when the days go by
And the dark is your only friend, I'm sayin' like

I just wanna take a break from myself
Everything hurts, sick of livin' in this hell
I wanna face it, I wish I could find help
But I'm on my own, those the cards that I was dealt

But I don't wanna talk about it
We see the world up in flames, and we all abide it
We want the money and the fame and we're always countin'
But I've been doin' fine, goin' on without it

Yeah, what's the point, yeah, when everyone is counterfeit?
What everybody wants, I wanna do the opposite
Be a piece of shit, they shower you with compliments
Sell your soul, yeah, they treat that shit like common sense

I've been thinkin' 'bout the end again
Feelin' like the dark is my only friend
I've been thinkin' 'bout the end again
Can somebody save me?

I've been fightin' off another breakdown
I've been thinkin' that I need a way out
It's hard to live when the days go by
And the dark is your only friend, I'm sayin' like

I just wanna take a break from myself
Everything hurts, sick of livin' in this hell
I wanna face it, I wish I could find help
But I'm on my own, those the cards that I was dealt