Paranoid

It hurts me over and over again
I think something's wrong with my head
It's easy to try and pretend
Sometimes I'd rather be dead
I'm paranoid
Think you hate me shedding tears over our Polaroids
Expectations on my chest, defences I employ

It hurts me over and over again
I think something's wrong with my head
It's easy to try and pretend
Sometimes I'd rather be dead
I'm paranoid
Think you hate me shedding tears over our Polaroids
Expectations on my chest, defences I employ

(It's okay, you can tell me I'm wasting your time
You don't feel like you did and it's fine
You don't miss me, it's alright)

I get a bag and I spend it real quick
I got some diamonds, they dance on my wrist
See me in public now they want a pic
Money can't come much more easy than this

Every night, I spent dreamin' this shit
Every night, I spent waitin' for this
I could lose it all, I don't wanna fall
I could pull the trigger, paint the fuckin' wall

It hurts me over and over again
I think something's wrong with my head
It's easy to try and pretend
Sometimes I'd rather be dead
I'm paranoid
Think you hate me shedding tears over our Polaroids
Expectations on my chest, defences I employ

It hurts me over and over again
I think something's wrong with my head
It's easy to try and pretend
Sometimes I'd rather be dead
I'm paranoid
Think you hate me shedding tears over our Polaroids
Expectations on my chest, defences I employ

It hurts me over and over again
I think something's wrong with my head
It's easy to try and pretend
Sometimes I'd rather be dead
I'm paranoid
Think you hate me shedding tears over our Polaroids
Expectations on my chest, defences I employ (I employ)