Thoughts*

Had this thought, it caught me off guard
We used to talk till the sky went dark
Every single day, before you slipped away
Maybe we were better when we broke together
Oh, I had this thought

Remember nights?
Screaming, laughing, hearts on fire
Back in time
We'd crash, then climb higher
I felt alive in all that noise
In every bitter word, I heard your voice
I thought about the laughs we lost
And all the quiet in the cars
But when I call, will you still answer at all?

Had this thought, it caught me off guard
We used to talk till the sky went dark
Every single day, before you slipped away
Maybe we were better when we broke together
Oh, I had this thought

You told me, as long as I breathe
I'll never desert you
We might be ghosts now, but I can still reach you
If I could take the weight off your heavy day
You wouldn't flinch when I ask

Had this thought, it caught me off guard
We used to talk till the sky went dark
Every single day, before you slipped away
Maybe we were better when we broke together
Oh, I had this thought

Tried to fake a grin
But I've forgotten how it begins
You used to hold me like I mattered
Now the grip is shattered
Would've been easier if you were still right here
I thought about the laughs we lost
And all the quiet in the cars
But when I call, will you still answer at all?

Had this thought, it caught me off guard
We used to talk till the sky went dark
Every single day, before you slipped away
Maybe we were better when we broke together
Oh, I had this thought

Feels like that last kiss aged in stone
I miss the way we made the chaos feel like home
Now everything's blurred and broken apart
But I still carry the map to your heart
Had this thought late at night
Of how you lit up my life
So when I call, I pray you're not too far away
And you say

Had this thought, it caught me off guard
We used to talk till the sky went dark
Every single day, before you slipped away
Maybe we were better, when we broke together
Oh, I had this thought