Mistake

A century of silence
Weeks of oblivious glares
Almost three months of hatred
I was close to "I don't care"
You promised me the world
While we sat on those stairs
You were the habit of my summer
And I almost didn't care
Before it started it all ended
On that Sunday when you sent it
Said it mattered, said you meant it
So I don't get it
What are you trying to do?
What are you trying to make?
I've got nothing left to say
I've got so much left (To say)
Suddenly you're trying to fix
Everything you chose to break
Now you've got so much to say
Except that you've made a mistake
Adolescent nights
Never end well with you
I just try to have a good time
But it's your presence in the room
And your bloodshot eyes
Always drunk with desire
I watch it rush through your headspace
Set you recklessly on fire
Before it started it all ended
On that Sunday when you sent it
Said that I mattered, that you meant it
So I don't get it
What are you trying to do?
What are you trying to make?
I've got nothing left to say
I've got so much left (To say)
And suddenly you're trying to fix
Everything you chose to break
Now you've got so much to say
Except that you've made a mistake
We're not friends, please understand
Don't come try and shake my hand
All these questions that you ask
But you know the answers
We're not friends, please understand
I won't run and grab your hand
You're terrified, it's why you can't
Recognize your actions
What are you trying to do?
What are you trying to make?
I've got nothing left to say
I've got so much left (To say)
Suddenly you're trying to fix
Everything you choose to break
Now you've got so much to say
Except that you've made a mistake
A mistake