Blonde

Months passed and the silence got louder
Been a year since we seemed like lovers
Thought another boyfriend would help you recover
But they all mirror you and its torture

And it's not fair
How come you get to play house
While I'm left covered
In empty promises

Cause now it's weird to think
That we were all over each other
Lying that someday
We'd be forever

Now I can't stand you
Any closer than Scotland
Spent all last summer
Running and not loved

I won't let you come close enough
Cause I know I could be a sucker for love
And it hurts to think that
We were all over each other
You were the sun and nothing felt better

A new city seems to fix all your problems
But I know you're hoping you could come home
Now you see my face in the glass
At the bottom of every god damn bottle

Too far away
But too close to admit that you were wrong
Covered in empty promises

Cause now it's weird to think
That we were all over each other
Lying that someday
We'd be forever

Now I can't stand you
Any closer than Scotland
Spent all last summer
Running and not loved

I won't let you come close enough
Cause I know I could be a sucker for love
And it hurts to think that
We were all over each other
You were the sun and nothing felt better

So now that you're gone
If I dye it all blonde
Could you tell?

Too bad you don't know who you want
Now I'm blissful and blonde, blonde

Cause now it's weird to think
That we were all over each other
Lying that someday
We'd be forever

I won't let you come close enough
Cause I know I could be a sucker for love
And it hurts to think that
We're still not over each other
Yeah, we sucked but nothing felt better

Now I'm blissful and blonde, blonde, blonde